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I’ve never done anything foranybody who couldn’t do something for me. I string along a kid withpromises that I’ll pay him money. I keep him around because helooks up to me.
我从不去为别人做任何事，除非我可以利用他们。我一直在欺骗那个孩子，我承诺我会付给他薪水。我让他留在我身边并且耍弄他，因为他很崇拜我。
Adam, if you’re watching, don’t bea publicist. You’re too good for it.
亚当，如果你在看电视，别当公关，你太好了干不了这行。
I lie in person and on the phone.I lie to my friends. I lie to newspapers and magazines who sell mylies to more and more people. I’m just a part of a big cycle oflies. I should be fucking president.
我见人说人话，见鬼说鬼话。我欺骗朋友，我对报社和杂志社说谎，他们用我的谎言去欺骗更多的人。我只是这谎言圈里的一部分。我真应该去做总统。
I wear all this Italian suitbecause underneath, I still feel like the Bronx. I think I needthese clothes, and this watch. My $2000 watch is a fake, and so amI. I neglected the things I should have valued most.
我穿着一身意大利制西装，因为在心里觉得自己是个大草包。所以我想我需要这些衣服，还有这只表。不过这只价值两千块的表和我一样，也是假的。我忽略掉了那些我最该珍惜的东西。
I take off my wedding ring to callPam. Kelly, that’s Pam. Don’t blame her. I never told her if I wasmarried, and if I did…she would have told me to go home. Kelly,looking at you now, I’m ashamed of myself. I mean, I work so hardon this image, on Stu·Shepard, the asshole who refers to himself inthird person, that I only proved I should be alone. I’ve beendressing up as something I’m not for so long……I’m so afraid youwon’t like what’s underneath. But here I am. I’m just flesh andblood and weakness. I love you so fucking much.
我拿掉婚戒打电话约潘。凯莉，那个就是潘。别责怪她。我从没跟她提过我已经结过婚了，否则，她不会接受我。凯莉，现在看着你，我为自己感到羞愧。我是说我努力打造这个形象，斯图·薛帕德是个大混蛋，他完全不理会真正的自己，我证明了自己是个无药可救的人。我一直装出很伟大的样子，我真的撑不下去了……我好害怕你会不喜欢真正的我。但这就现在的是我，一个有血有肉，有弱点的人。我真的好爱你。
I take off this ring because itonly reminds me of how I’ve failed you. And, I don’t want to giveyou up. I wanna make things better, but it may not be my choiceanymore. You deserve better.
我把婚戒拿掉，只是因为它提醒我我在伤害我的妻子你。我不想失去你，我想努力做得好一些，但现在这一切都由不得我选择。你应该去找个更棒的男人。
