爱华网昨晚，在临睡前终于读完了这本书。
一本带一点自传，却更注重于心灵成长，灵魂探索的一本书。
看书的过程，一直在不停的思考，虽然看到的是别人的成长，却是慢慢发现自己内心的一个过程。书中有些观点是自己不能认同的，有些却是非常有同感，并一直在找寻的答案。
以至于趟在床上想了很多，做梦都净是些是是非非，过往与现在。
生命真的是不可思议的。那么多的创造，惊喜，痛苦与揪心。
以往我总是很自私的认为，生命是那么美好的东西，只要我打开心扉，一直用积极的心态去生活，哪怕面对困难，也都是可以跨过去的。为何有那么多的人，好似多么的痛苦，在水生火热之中而不得解呢。甚至有那么些人，会去放弃生命，轻易的将它终结呢。
看了这本书，更甚者，是在现在这个心理学研究中心工作后，才发现。这个世界上，有很多人是因为童年的不幸，或从小生活在压抑和痛苦的环境中长大。世界承现在他们面前的，只会是一副可悲的画面。不是他们不愿意用快乐的心去面对生活，而且他们需要更多积极心态人的帮助。去挖掘他们内心的痛苦，然后试着去释怀，再慢慢一点点去寻找快乐。
其实我也不知道，自己是得于哪一本书，哪一年，或哪一个阶段。脑子里就形成了现有的观点。生命始终是美好的，那些大自然里鲜艳无比开放的花，那些街道边悄悄而然生长出的绿芽，还有那些孩子们脸上露出天真，而没一些染杂的笑容。不都可以让你忘记一切烦恼，重新再来么？
我明白，这得益于我有一个幸福、快乐的童年。父母从小对我无私的痛爱，他们的和谐家庭氛围。虽然他们也会有为琐事而不开心，但大数的时候，在我的印象里，总是爸爸扮着鬼脸，逗我和妈妈开心的情景。还有小时候，每天坐在爸爸二八自行车后座，他天天给我讲故事的情节。每当我遇到困难，或不开心。我总会把美好的东西放出来想一想，然后就自己给自己打气了。
生命其实真的可以很长，却又如此之短的。
前两天跟一个澳大利亚的导演讨论他拍的一些电影。他说他很想拍一部反映另一个星球人类的故事，也许并不一定是人类，却是只能活10年的生物。所以他们的一天，就是我们人类的一年。他们会急急忙忙做很多事情，完成一切，还是会慢慢放下脚步，过好这十年呢。
很有趣的话题，我当时在想，如果我只能活十年，我会做些什么？或是我们人类只能活十年，我们会做什么？
我们还会斤斤计较世俗的成败，或那一点无法得到的贪欲么？还是会尽可能的过好每一天，让它更充实，更美丽，更接近自然呢。
虽然这是一本老早以前的书，却还是很喜欢的。先前我以为只是胡因梦讲讲她的感情故事，或与李敖的趣事的一本书。却在翻开第一页，看到书上写着关于灵魂的解释而被吸引住。
让我们都试着接近我们的灵魂，慢慢的发现自己，体会生命的不可思议吧。
Last night,before to go to sleep, I finished reading thisbook eventually.
A book is sort of autobiography,but paid more attentionof mind growing and soul exploration.
During read this book,I never stopped thinking. AlthoughI see someone else’s growing,it is also the good way to find outwho I am. What it is saying of my "inner voice". Some opinions arenot acceptable for me, but some are really great, they made me seethrough things. Even some are the answers which I have beensearching for.
Lying on bed, I thought a lot. Even Idreamed a lot at the night, the past and the present.
Life is reallly inconceivability. With lots ofcreations,surprises,painful andheartbroken
Before I was being selfish sometimes. I always think thatlife is just so beautiful,if I open my heart to this wonderfulworld, live with optimism manner,I will be fine .why we still gotthose people who seems painful everyday,even want to give up theirlife.?
After reading this book,moreover,I am working at thiscounselling company. Somehow I relized. In this world,some peoplehad miserable childhood,or they were growing up in some terriblecircumstance. The world in front of them,is just another image. Itis not because they don't want to live with joyful heart,is justthey need some other people’s help. To help them facing thepain,and try to let it go,and eventually find the way to behappy.
To be honest,I don't know because of which book,or whichyear, which phase. I just buillt my own views of life. i think lifeis beautiful,those vivid blooming flowers,those green leavessprouting in the tree,those naive faces of some children. Each ofthem could make you forget about bad things,and want to start overagain,right?
I do understand,this is because I had a happy and joyfulchildhood. The love which my parents gave me ,or the lovely familyI am having. Even they got frustrated sometimes,but most of time,inmy mind,I always keep the picture of my daddy making a face,teasing my mum and me. Or when I was a little ki d, I sat on theback of my daddy’s bicycle. He was telling me some diffrendtstroies at that time. When I get in troubel, I always try to thinkabout bright things,cheer myself up,and then get going.
Life could be really long,but also could beshort.
I was discussing with an Australianproducer about some movies he make the othernight.
He said he wants to make a movie about another planet.Some people just can live 10years for their entire life. That was an intersting topic. I waswondering, if I can just live 10 years,or we can justlive 10year, what we will do? We willjust rushing around? Or try to live slowly,enjoythese 10 years? Are we still care about making money or be a bigperson in this world? Or just let all greedy thoughts go,just benatural and enjoy everyday?
Let’s try to getting close to our soul,seeking the anwerwho we are and what we really want. Try to enjoylife and find out the ture meanings of life. Shall we?
